Themes: LA Daze, L5 started the fire (in me), who seduced who?, script flipped: I hop in see P for a min and take off, spiritual high, pervette downloads, no appetite, 4-5 hours of sleep, in flow, urgency in my tone, home with mom crocheting pervette swag, Vietnamese seamstress making my silk dresses and lace veils, bday party speech coming to me, prepping for Chinese New Year, helping G turn the tables on her covert narcissist lover, expressing my desire, sexy voice messages, bday invite blast, Vietnamese Daughters documentary, grandma is sick, possible last minute trip to Vietnam, birthday party prep, pervette new homepage, pervette launching soon, army of men coming into my life, building the network, creating a community on Pervette, Thinner Leaner Stronger, hitting the 4 pillars of the perfect day daily, much to do but feel like I can do it all, the longest moon cycle ever, lunar eclipse, sapioporn, soaking-putting your cock inside me and not moving it, Ready Player One pervette inspo, Courtesan Revolution (vision), create my wishlist, what I’m going to do with all these men  who want to spend time with me; now that I found my voice, I’m gonna use it, a force is coming through me, deeply absribed meditative spells, can i record our conversation?, pervette launch momentum builds, parallel process of slowing down to see everything clearly, bday party invite blast out, finally using my podcast equipment, connecting and co-creating with all the men coming into my orbit, making love and art together, i’m in an open relationship with the world, if you slow down, you can see and hear everything more clearly, powerful shifts, channeling what wants to come through, I’m ready to tell you my dream, I’m ready to ask for help, fluctuations of no to voracious appetite, PRF + stem cells,  the art of intimacy, or intimacy as art, I love waiting for you, voice messages = gift,  invite porn stars to the party, how to be in an open relationship with me, guide to becoming the man of my dreams, in pervette we communicate  through dreams, left my notebook in Orange County, must go back, the silk dresses, the lace veils, tantra ceremony

 

 

 

 

News in the background: Fire in Australia, Impeachment process has begun, and something about war with Iran

Sunday, 1.12.20

Santa Monica

 

Woke up too early, before 6, to the sound of the blackout blind hitting the open sliding glass door, I left it open to let the cool air in..

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When I opened the blinds before the sun came up, there was big full-ish moon hanging over the water against the pink purple sky..

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I started writing out the treatment for the doc . I wrote until I cried. Think I got something.

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Help G craft a text to flip the script on her manipulative ex-lover.

The note was positive and not needy.

It was the opposite of what she initially wanted to write to him, to give him an ultimatum that they have to meet for her to return to him his computer.

I explain to her how just in this one positive non-needy cord-cutting text, she will regain her power..

 

I met with M for brunch at Little Prince in Venice at 12:15

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Interesting how I reached out to O and M to connect over a meal. And O chose Little Pine to have dinner and M chose Little Prince for Brunch. Little P..

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An hour before I met with M, I felt a spiritual high come over me..like spirits were guiding me..

It was perfect that M was 10 min late, I took that time to meditate amidst the buzzing brunchers.

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This was our second time meeting. An Asian friend M hadn’t seen in 7 years came up to her. She was funny and sassy, kinda reminds me of Awkwafina, I like her and her big blue emerald ring. She talked about her eggs. I said I’m gonna try to freeze mine soon since I’m turning 38. Their faces both dropped, she thought I was 23.

I was all like you got plenty of time, you’re in your 20’s.., you’re what??

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She’s gonna give me her egg dr’s info. She works in video games..

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I caught up with M. She booked her wedding spot (she’s getting married to S, P’s good friend, he’s British, charming as hell and I stuck my (gloved) finger in his ass once, when we were all on acid)

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I love Hotel Bel Air, it’s my favorite hotel in LA. P and I spent a week  there in the Grace Kelly Suite when we were first going out. I remember us doing acid and staying up till the crack of dawn. I think the bill for our stay was 30K.

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I told her about the doc I want to make. She suggested I start with making a short and shopping that around. Good idea. She also gave me pointers on how to reach out to Michelle Phan and Levy Tran. And she thinks I should try getting Ali Wong in it.

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She says if her production co goes on strike in May/June, there’s a good chance she can pitch my doc, since the studio then will be more interested in more low budget productions like documentaries..

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She teared up when I started talking my experiences with capturing my family’s oral history.

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After brunch, as I was crossing the street, an old 1940’s truck was making a left turn on a red light heading right towards me. I was wearing these high platform sandals, making it impossible to move fast, so I just froze and watched as this truck veer towards me in what seem like slow-mo. The driver was my age, and looked as though we a greaser from the 50’s. I saw as he struggled to turn his non automatic steering wheel as hard and fast as he can, as if my life depended on it. And it did. And he steered it hard enough in to not crash into me. I just watched as the truck drove past me. Neither of us had time to react. The truck seem to not have any brakes on it. It was Speed, the film. Anyways, I didn’t die. I crossed the street adn got a green juice at Pressed Juicery.

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When I got back to the apt, I had a chat with G, psychoanalyzing her ex lover’s actions and intentions, I point out how he’s been manipulating her, she gets it now, and the spell he cast on her is broken, she feels empowered.

I told L5 we can start earlier. He says he can pick me up at 4 and be at his place at 4:20.

I said I felt into getting high with him and I think it’s perfect that we’ll get to his place at 4:20

L5 picked me up at 4 to take me to his place in Venice. A charming loft apt with a giant patio. His place was so nicely decorated in this Swedish Bohemian way. He had painting easels set up in the patio. He says he just likes the act of painting and it’s nice to be that guy who stays home and paints.

He started a fire, chipping away at a block of wood with a little ax.

We went inside, up into his loft, it was cute little corner that you can get up to via ladder, and he started another fire. A joint. It’s really good he says.

I haven’t smoked in a while. I coughed, and got off.

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he taught me a trick. Take 3 sips as you’re coughing and the burn will go away. It worked.

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He taught me breathwork and we did it together. Your supposed to hold the last two breaths as long as you can. And keep on exhaling it out through your mouth..

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On my last breath, I went for 5 minutes longer than he did, I kept on having more to exhale. I imagined the last breath, and seeing how long and far I can go as a metaphor for love, how when you think you only have so much, that there’s a limit to how much you can let go of, there’s always more, it’s more than you can imagine..

I found that when I let the exhale come out through crying, there was more to this limitless breath, it’s the cry that makes the longest exhale even longer. It was the combination of the weed and breathwork, but in that exhale, we got close, head to head, mouth to ear, he held me as I cried out the exhale, it was so beautiful.

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I gave him a massage, nice and deep, in my AP lingerie.

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He does augmented reality stuff, he thinks we should make a video game together.

Imagine a game that can help you evolve and it became as popular as Pokemon, I said.

That’s really optimistic, he says, I mean Pokemon is just the largest grossing video game ever.

I like the way he makes fun of my ridiculous eternal optimism..

He has a very strong Swedish accent.

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Funny how he keeps growing on me…

He keeps getting more masculine and sensitive at the same time

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I fell in love with this little loft space. Every item here has a story behind it.

What’s the story behind that lamp?

Well, not that lamp, that one’s form Amazon.

Oh, what about this lighter?

No, that’s just a lighter.

Oh, I ask because I have a lighter just like that and i have a story behind it.

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We went downstairs to fall in love with another corner of this cute Venetian abode.

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In the main room, we got high again.. I pulled out a pair of blindfolds in my bag of toys.. put it on him. And bound his wrists with my red hemp rope..

Then I got on top and teased the fuck out of him. Breasts dangling close to his mouth. It was so fun and hot..

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Sensory play, with claws and a pinwheel, I’m going light..

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80% cacao chocolate, Honey Mama’s, blueberries and strawberries, and bone broth, he got everything on my list. We nibbled.

He made some salmon lox on these scandinaivan crackers, I love how Swedish he is.

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He took pictures of me.

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He was very kissy and asked if he can kiss my shoulders and cheek. And elsewhere.

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We moved into the bedroom. Onto the Hasten’s 2000T mattress.

I must’ve been really high. And the chemistry between us is something I haven’t felt in a very long time..

I was so wet, his fingers traveled inside me.

And holy fuck, I can tell that if we were to have sex, it would be epic.

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But I kept my panties on, even though he wanted to see me naked.

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Did he lick his fingers? i think he did. I think that’s so hot.

The way he desired me.

The way I kept on falling in love with his nature.

As we got to know each other better.

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I knew coming in that he had a fascination with me, ever since A2 introduced me to him at Burning Man. He was high then, and he looked so wide-eyed and bewildered when he put two and two together, that I, this “sweet gal” he was talking to was the dominatrix friend A2 was talking about.

I wonder if he he really wanted a BDSM session? Or if that was his way of getting to me though A2?

Because it was A2 who said he wants a bdsm session and I suggested my friend I, who’s half Japanese and white and based in LA. But somehow he wanted to see me..

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Anyways, he said he was attracted to me ever since he met me. And it shows in the way he showered me with kisses. I love the way he touches me, slowly, gently, and at times firmly.

I would even say he knows how to touch me even better than A.

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The way I responded shows..I loved it and craved it..

He tells me how amazing my pussy feels, it’s so tight, he can feel me tightening around his fingers. He licks me all over. He’s in love with my pussy.

(I’m glad I stopped bleeding)

At some point I think he placed the very tip of his cock inside me. I slithered away.

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This session has evolved.. I’m switching. He knowshow to pull my hair with just the right pressure. My back arches in delight.

Oh man, I can go on.. But I won’t.

We arrived at 4:20 and our two hour session ended at 1am.

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Who seduced who?

Who topped who?

It was all very mutual.

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For a sapio -demi-sexualal, he got to me.

That breathwork in the beginning, that joint, his senseof humor, his sensitivity, his masculinity, his energy..

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The way we talked about future projects, creating immersive dinner experiences, sexy VR games..

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I told him I think he’s very masculine.

He thinks masculinity is responsibility..

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When I came back to the apt, P was there, in bed, half asleep.

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Funny how he went back and forth. Not gonna see him, gonna see him, then not, and then not last minute he decided to come back Sunday night, and we catch each other for a night and morning, just like last time..

 

Monday, 1.13.20 9:05pm

Mom’s house, The OC

 

Dear U,

I missed a day of writing to you. As you probably can guess, it was a very eventful day.

..

Right now, I’m on Coffee Meets Bagel. Funny how I don’t reply to potential subs asking for a session over the past few years, but intreresting thoughtful wordsmithed messages via CMB, sure.

I also have an obsession with slightly modifying my CMB profile text..

With my mom, who’s crocheting heart shaped bookmarks for my pervette swag..talking to one of my relatives from Vietnam.

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I get now how she’s content never leaving the house. She’s extremely social on the phone. Her phone is constantly ringing..

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Well, I guess part of the reason why so many are calling is because my grandmother is sick..

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Mom is sending money home, as she ususally does, every month, but more so this time. It was received and divvied up.

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For a good 1/3 of today, my mind rewound back to last night with L5. Our session was crazy..hot.

We were dangerously close…

So much that I have all this fodder for my fantasies of having incredibly amazing spiritual sex with him.

What joint were we smoking last night? I need that.

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I have so much to tell you about yesterday.

Even how I almost got hit by a renegade truck. And it was the most serene near fatal accident..

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But right now I want to stay present for my mom. I love that we’re going over the diffrent flowers and heart she’s crocheting for my pervette bookmarks. Picking the size, color, color combinations, etc..

I’m sneakily recording her crocheting

 

..

 

 

 

CRAZY PERVETTE DOWNLOADS from 10PM-3:33AM

Tuesday, , 1.14.2020

 

What mom gave me: 2 beautiful pomelos she picked from her tree just as we were taking off, 2 pair of black Ralph Lauren socks (as I already packed my socks and needed a pair to wear, take 2, she says), 7 crocheted heart bookmarks.

 

Wednesday, 1.15.20 11:16am

Berkeley, CA

 

Dear U,

I’m kinda masturbating right now. I can do it hands-free with a blanket between my legs and laptop resting on top og the blanket bump.

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P2 is outside painting the house.

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Good god, there’s so much to fill you in..

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I feel incredible, like I’m on some crazy high, and in flow..

I felt the spirit on Monday night, when I was with my mom, she was crocheting for me flower bookmarks for pervette and I changed Cutie’s outfit from her usual pink cape to her new pink and white dress my mom made for her last time..

 

Think I’m gonna focus on coming, then catch you up..

Brb

 

12:39am

I wish I can write to you when I’m on my spiritual high, but I want to be so present in it that I can’t.

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Today the meditiave spell came over me 5-6 times. It got broken later in thenight.

Was it because I ate food, meat, chicken, soup?

Or because I had to craft 70 text messages blasting out the bday invite, and I have about 70 or 80 more to go.

Phone and meditation does not go together.

Phone and reading a book also doesn’t go together as well.

Conclusion: Less phone..

 

Thursday, 1.16.2020 11:22pm

Berkeley, CA

 

Dear U,

It was a rainy stormy morning when I woke up before the sun rose. Why is it that I’m only sleeping for 3-4  hours? Why does my body want to wake at 7 when I went to bed at 4?

 

I feel like ever since I’ve been in with L5 and learned that he’s an early riser, it’s having some effect on me.

I thought of him when I woke up. It felt so good to come thinking about how he felt, just the tip of him inside me..
And I thought of many other things..
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And after I cam several times, I sat straight up and naturally my body wanted to do the breather exercise he taught me.
Holy fuck. That was incredible.
I got up, went upstairs, meditated on the biomat.
And I felt the desire to reach out to L5.
I took a chance and tried something new..
I left him a voice recording telling him about my incredible breathwork experience and thanked him for teaching me how to do it..
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Then ideas flowed for Pervette. What I’m going to say, to be as explicit and clear as possible the objective of Pervette..
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Parts of my birthday party speech also came to me..
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L5 replied, saying that he loves hearing my voice in the morning, he says he’s so happy to have introduced breathwork to me and to have had our incredible breathwork experience together, he can’t wait to see me, he wishes it was this Sunday..
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I replied saying I love the languorous wait and an too looking forward to seeing him.. and I decided to confess that when I woke up this morning and was thinking of him.. “that led me somewhere.. and um *gigggle* after I came was when I had the idea of doing the breathwork exercise, and that could explain why it was such an incredible experience..”
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He replied with an OMG, wow, that is so sexy… in his Swedish accent. I love how he responds..He thinks a women touching herself is the sexiest thing and me thinking about him as I’m touching myself is turning him on..he’s trying to imagine me in bed, or in the shower or on the sofa..touching myself.. he’s so looking forward to Sunday.. he wants to see me earlier than 4.. he agrees that waiting makes everything more beautiful and better..he says he’s going to try contain himself as he’s trying to accomplish with work so much today..
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I replied (I’m enjoying these voices messages) giving him some context, I was in bed.. thinking about how good it felt, our time together and fantasizing about how amazing it’ll feel..
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Wow wow wow, he says…
I can go on, I’m leaving out all the details…
And I’m not gonna tell you the next message, which I feel is prolly my sexiest, maybe I’ll share that recording I made somewhere deep in pervette..
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I kinda love how I’m sexting with him. I don’t think I’ve done anything like this before..
And I love how I was the one who escalated it..and he rewarded me each time with his exclamations, telling me how turns don he is. making me more bold to take it to the next level
I love that it’s all on audio so I can go back and get off on his voice and mine
And I love how
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He says feel free to send him any visual content that comes to mind
So I sent him the photo above that S5 took of me last week, on the floor of the moon room.. how perfect it’s me mastrubating as I talk about masturbating to thought of him..
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So glad it worked out that B was sick today and we couldn’t meet and I got to have this whole day to monkmode, and by monk mode I mean masturbate, write and meditate.
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I calld P2 and asked him to watch Ready Player One (that book/film came to mind this morning) and time stamp the moments that portrayed the Halliday character as this mythic mastermind behind the Video Game he created. He says he will. Great!
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I’m so happy it’s a stormy day, makes it so easy to stay in, write furiously, masturbate incessantly, and think of L5..
He’s inspiring me.. I want my intro audio to pervette to be seductive..he’s bringing out that voice in me..
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I voice message with S3 about my ready player one idea..we exchange a few messages.. he  wants to get more intimate with me.. I said I’m down, let’s make it generative and share our intimate experience on pervette..
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I worte down all the downloads, sunset walk with Cutie..meditated for an hour, prayed to Guanyin…blasted out a few more bday party texts and replied to many…
Call with K who’s coming into town and wants to train and become a domme and make porn, I said let’s do it, I can train her and we and make porn..
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Masturbated some more..P2 came over with Mr Sunshine and Teddy Bear and along with Cutie, all 5 of us watched the timestamped reels that he capture of Ready  Player One, which he didn’t enjoy watching, too mainstream blockbustery for him. I’m glad he was the one who spent 2 hours and 20 min watching it for me and giving me the pervette Inspo highlights.. there were a few
He mentioned Cyara Lynch, watched her intro video, also helpful..
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These highlights are making think  about the subscription model of Pervette. I don’t want to do what everyone else is doing.. tiers.. P2 suggest points people can earn or buy.. good idea…
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After P2 parted (he listened to my 11 heartbeats and told me it’s strong and fast), P FaceTimed me. I love making him laugh when his ribs hurt, he has the cutest look on his face, as he tries not to laugh…
He likes my the points idea on Pervette..he  asks about how I felt about the call with my sister about the timing of learning the house to see it by April 1st. I said that feels good to me. It  gives me a month, all of March to say goodbye..
I told him I’ll be down in LA for 2 days  next next Sunday  to have a session with L5 and I have Monday still open, and we can hang then. He likes that and thinks it’s funny how the script is flipped, he used to be the one hopping in for a day and taking off and now it’s my turn..
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H  asks if I wanna go to Cabo with him next week. I said it sounds lovely but I’m really busy. I suggest his latest sugar baby or the other one that I met last year. He says he would just want to go with me or solo and take a bunch of books with him..
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I can listen to and read my string of sexts with L5 again and again,  my writing is getting sharper with him..
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I hop on Hushed, my burner app, reply to the tantric Elf King, then get on Coffee Meets Bagel, quickly reply to half a dozen thoughtful messages.. god, I’m on fire..
Then there are all the replies to the birthday party invite..
This wasn’t really a monk mode day, it was vert social and sexy..
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But at least I got a lot of work done as well…
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Tomorrow I see S3 and A..
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I’m gonna try yo go bed earlier than I did last night…
I need more than 3 hours of sleep.
Yet I have all this energy…
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I still gotta catch you  up on my magical Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday of this week.. so much to do…

 

 

Saturday, 1.18.2020 11:11am

 

Dear U,

I finally got more sleep. Almost 7 hours. Last night, after I got back from A’s, I went to sleep at 1:11am on the biomat, got up at 4:44am to go downstairs and slept till 7:57am.

Recorded my dreams, morning pages, recorded the past few days in my concept planner, I meditated for 22 min (hard to concentrate when I think about how A fucked me last night and about how L5 touched me last week), went for a walk in the sun,  came back, did some push-ups, squats with weight, jumped on the aerial silk, not a bad start to the morning.

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I’m still wearing As underwear from last night. It’s so comfy. I just texted him:

Omg I love your underwear. Where can I get more of these?

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I’m getting PRP plus stems cells injected into my scalp today. Very exciting. I like experimenting with my body.

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Speaking of body, I feel slim, clean and clear. I’m more conscious of my consumption since reading Thinner, Leaner, Stronger and it prolly helped that I had sex last night. All of the masturbating snd coming the day before. That counts as “being active.”

.

There’s a fuck ton to do.. I gotta create 5 new pages for the home page of Pervette. Blast out the rest of the bday invites there’s about 100+ more peeps to go.

There’s about 20+ more items on my to do list.

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I’m very aware that my love life is quite active, at least relative to the past 3 years of monk moding. All of a sudden, there’s a surge of men coming into my life. I see how and why we’re connecting. To realize our dreams.

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I don’t know how to capture everything. The momentum of Pervette, the downloads I’m receiving, the shifts inside and outside of me, the magical synchronicities, the passion that’s been ignited on all fronts, how P and I are evolving again in our relationship, this interesting new chapter, the question mark of where I will be in a few months, still in this house or somewhere else?

 

Re the house, my feelings change day by day, since yesterday  and S3 (who’s going to sell his house in a few months) saying he thinks a change in housing will be good for me,  and then this past Sunday, L5 says  he’ll miss his Venice home when he moves in a few months but life always  hands you something better, I’m getting closer to letting the house go, I know what’s next will be exactly what I need.

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I also notice that I’m hopping down to LA/OC more often now. I see more movement and traveling in the future.

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The downloads I’ve been receiving for Pervette answers my perpetual question re Pervette and my seemingly glacial progress over the past 5 years:

Is it procrastination or diving timing?

It’s the latter.

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Every download is a more important piece of the pervette puzzle that’s connecting all the little parts that were coming to me over the years. I think I have to create all this content, but really, it’s just one really clear, direct message that I need to pout out there.

 

This is what I’m playing for…

To say it is to bare my soul. And this is what I’ve been working on, (for the past 5 years).. my soul expression..

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I’m taking a moment to be grateful for the men in my life:

P, A, S3, L5, P2

And 111+ others

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When I was in Vietnam last, my aunt pulled my cards and says she sees A LOT of men in my life. They’re all helping me..

It’s happening..

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2:57pm

 

Dear U,

I can smell the blood from my scalp. Yep I did it.

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The doc was Vietnamese and around my age.

You have a lot of hair, she said. Looking at my head of hair, she’s a little baffled as to why I wanted this treatment.

Yeah, it’s been falling out, a lot, I said. (What should I say? that I’m totally neurotic)

You must’ve had a lot of hair before it fell out, she said, as she combs through my hair with her fingers.

Yeah, a lot fell out in high school when I wasn’t eating enough protein and food, in general. I guess the the trauma is still here.

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She drew my blood. Injected some numbing agent on my scalp.

How does that feel? she asked.

Feels good, I said. I love prickly sensations

Her assistant laughs. I guess it’s not supposed to feel good?

 

After she put my blood in the centrifuge and added it with the stem cells, she injected in my scalp.

Where’d you get the stem cells from? I asked

From a company that gets the stem cells from donated placentas, she said.

Oh I see.

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Wow. You’re good, she says.

Oh really?

Yeah, most people cuss me out when I do this because it’s so painful.

Oh, yeah, it’s a little painful, but I don’t mind.

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It reminds me of what A said to me last night, after he fucked me pretty well. H  said  he can’t tell if I’m enjoying it, or if it’s painful, or I’m enjoying the pain.

I said it’s the latter.

You have the highest pain tolerance out of anyone I know.

Oh really?

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After that was done, I paid half in cash with the money I made from my session with L5. And the rest on credit.

She asked if I spoke Vietnamese. I said.

Were you born in Vietnam.

I was born here, my parents immigrated in 1979. How about you?

I immigrated when  I was 11, in 96.

Oh so went by plane, that must’ve been nicer than boat.

It was terrible, she said. When we got here they put us in the bad part of Oakland in a rat-infested apartment with nothing, not even a mattress.

What?  How long did you stay there?

For several years. Our sponsor was a priest and forced us to go to church every Sunday or else he threatened to deport us. It was bad.

Wow.

We came here because my dad was in the Vietnamese army.

Oh, and he was imprisoned for more than 3 years or sometihng? I asked.

That’s right. she said.

I know about the HO program now since collecting my parent’s oral history

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Amazing how she worked around, went to medical school and now here she is, injecting PRF stem cells in my head. I think I want to interview her and collect her oral history.

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I asked her if there are any good Vietnamese temples around here. She  says she doesn’t like the one in Oakland. The one to go to is in Sacramento. They’re nice there, she says. And it has great atmosphere.

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Sunday, 1.19.20

 

 

Monday, 1.20.20 3:35pm

 

 

Dear U,

I’m slipping from my journaling to you, again.

A lot is happening. Or more specifically, I’m doing a lot.

And I realize, as nice as it is to journal to you at night, because that’s the time of day I’m finally free enough to write  at length, it’s actually keeping my up at night, the blue light from the screen (despite wearing blue blockers and having flux on).

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There are already so many gaps in the journal. I still want to go back to last Monday and fill you in  since then..

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Where am I now?

In flow…

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I’m

 

Tuesday, 1.21.20 3:51pm

 

Dear U,

I’m on fire.

Woke up to 50+ text messages, freinds are replying to my bday photo invite last night.

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I feel called to meditate. It’s very strong.

.

Walk in the woods outside,

My mind is getting more clear on everything i need to do to launch,

 

get clear on my dreams and their call to action

.

Downloads for the speech, for the structure of pervette keep coming in. I  feel this strange ease, clarity, focus and grace even  though the momentum is building.

order of operations get more clear

 

email from the cloudpayment rep. He says we’re near the finish line, I just need a subscription page.

I email S the page of Cyara Lynch’s subscription service and told them to use that as a template.

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Meditate, masturbate, dropbox the audio from the last two night’s recordings to S3 for him to edit

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Atsuko Kudo emailed and asked about my kneckles size for the latex red driving gloves

 

 

Back to my previous two weeks