Time slips away in this space.
How do we keep track?
Does it matter, I ask
You know I’ll be back.
.
I trust you will too..
.
Because I believe in our curiosity
Is what keeps this alive
.
It’s a ploy you say
A damn good one I reply
.
Who are you?
What am I?
.
a
pervette
is
a
perv
ette
is
a
P ermanently
E volving
R adical
V ision
.
I think this has something to do with me and you.
.
Do you see it?
.
I just want to make you look
again.
.
That’s the point
.
This is
An attempt to keep something alive
.
What keeps something alive?
Change
Evolution
interactions
engagement
an exchange
.
you reading this makes this alive
.
me coming back to this, adding to it
keeps it alive
.
you coming back to this to see how it’s changing
keeps it alive
.
it’s my working theory
that in order to stay alive
you must keep at it
you must add, edit or delete
.
you must interact with it
.
change it
and let it change you.
.
so what am i trying to keep alive?
.
this
.
this page
.
this website
.
this neverending beginning
.
this idea that
.
i can create something
put it out there in the world
and keep it alive
.
but what for?
.
it’s for you
.
as much as it is for me
.
in time
with more words and imagery added
(mine and maybe yours)
.
i would love for this to be a living guide
.
to life
.
i’ve been looking for something like this
.
i just want to hear
someone tell me
how they did it
how they lived their life
how they found their path
and what they learned along the way
and if they can
i would love to know
the juicy details,
the secrets,
the things most people don’t tell you
that’s all
.
when i say this is for me
this is me trying to answer my own questions
this is me coming out
this is me actually realizing a childhood dream
this is me doing something hard
(writing to you) (sharing parts of myself)
(trying to make something meaningful)
.
this is me contemplating
.
.
this is me
trying to be
me with you
.
when i say this is for you
i mean that i hope that
this does something for you
i hope this makes you feel less alone
i hope this makes you want to dig deeper
i hope this makes you smile, maybe even laugh (at me)
i hope this makes you want to connect and create (with me)
i hope this makes you want to change
the world
around you
but ultimately
i just hope this helps you
in some way
find your way.