Time slips away in this space.

How do we keep track?

 

Does it matter, I ask

You know I’ll be back.

.

I trust you will too..

.

Because I believe in our curiosity

Is what keeps this alive

.

It’s a ploy you say

A damn good one I reply

.

Who are you?

What am I?

.

a

pervette

is

a

perv

ette

is

a

 

P ermanently

E volving

R adical

V ision

.

I think this has something to do with me and you.

.

Do you see it?

.

I just want to make you look

again.

.

That’s the point

.

This is

An attempt to keep something alive

.

What keeps something alive?

Change

Evolution

interactions

engagement

an exchange

.

you reading this makes this alive

.

me coming back to this, adding to it

keeps it alive

.

you coming back to this to see how it’s changing

keeps it alive

.

it’s my working theory

that in order to stay alive

you must keep at it

you must add, edit or delete

.

you must interact with it

.

change it

and let it change you.

.

so what am i trying to keep alive?

.

this

.

this page

.

this website

.

this neverending beginning

.

this idea that

.

i can create something

put it out there in the world

and keep it alive

.

but what for?

.

it’s for you

.

as much as it is for me

.

in time

with more words and imagery added

(mine and maybe yours)

.

i would love for this to be a living guide

.

to life

.

i’ve been looking for something like this

.

i just want to hear

someone tell me

how they did it

how they lived their life

how they found their path

and what they learned along the way

and if they can

i would love to know

the juicy details,

the secrets,

the things most people don’t tell you

that’s all

.

when i say this is for me

this is me trying to answer my own questions

this is me coming out

this is me actually realizing a childhood dream

this is me doing something hard

(writing to you) (sharing parts of myself)

(trying to make something meaningful)

.

this is me contemplating

.

.

this is me

trying to be

me with you

.

when i say this is for you

i mean that i hope that

this does something for you

i hope this makes you feel less alone

i hope this makes you want to dig deeper

i hope this makes you smile, maybe even laugh (at me)

i hope this makes you want to connect and create (with me)

i hope this makes you want to change

               the world

around                      you

 

but ultimately

        i just hope this helps you

                                      in some way

                                                             find your way.