I want to be a Domme1I want to be a Domme, to heal and be healed, to own a power that was taken away from me. Taken away from my lineage, taken away from my ancestors…the power to BE powerful as a female, in this body, with this mind, with a voice so sweet and supple. I see myself standing in front of three large windows overlooking a city, standing in glory…knowing that I have created a service/product/business that is changing the lives of millions of older adults all over the world. Not only am I financially supported, but I relish and revere myself for all that I have done, wholefully. I am still humble, I am compassionate, I am a badass who is respected and honored for being who I am and for making lasting change in the world. I am safe, I am healthy, my dogs are with me, my family is well. The man I love, on his knees, reveres me, in his eyes there are no twinkles of doubt, fear, avoidance, or unavailability. He relishes in me, knows the depths of me, and still loves me beyond all measures. He supports me without faulter and he does not go a day without honoring me with every vibration in his field. And So It Is ~~~

I dream of spreading positivity all around me2I dream of always growing in my career, continue learning, teaching others, and have the independence I need not to depend on work. I dream of living polyamorously, with multiple partners, while I have my own space and time for myself, and play and serve my Dominas. I dream of traveling and discovering the world, inside and out. I dream of spreading positivity all around me.

I dream of a space filled with women3I dream of a space filled with women. Women I love, admire and appreciate. A space where we all create and love endlessly. A space of growth, belonging and a space with bottomless intimacy. A space for fun, for laughter and for tears. I dream of this place that feels so much like home.

My community of friends are honest, kind, talented, bold, vulnerable, and hot4I’m live in a busy city, it feels like something between Tokyo and San Francisco. There’s a Japanese market down the street. The neighborhood filled with an eclectic array of food and shops. My home faces the street, the front of my home is a small restaurant. It’s open a couple days a week. There’s a bar that sits 8 people. It’s warm and cozy like small Izakaya. Behind my home is a large studio and warehouse. Its filled with cameras, tools and space to create. My community of friends are honest, kind, talented, bold, vulnerable, and hot. I have a relationship with someone who I admire. She has a unique vision of the world and she knows how to make it happen. I feel safe and unrestrained to express how i feel to to her. She’s feels the same. We have sincere moments of intimacy. Sex is comfortable, playful, and a bit out of control at times. I have enough money do create most things I want. My business allows me to connect and contribute with the best in the world. I’m creating with artists and tech CEOs I admire. I’m content with where I’m at but the future is still unknown. There is much of the map to still be explored. I’m physically attractive, I’m in shape, and full of energy. My mind is sharp and open to new experiences. I have a deep curiosity to understand others and feel comfortable to fully express my range of my feelings, and needs.

I dream of living life without fear5 Everyday I live life without fear. I’m completely out, honest and open with what I do for a living. I’m in a poly relationship, where all my partners and lovers help me learn and grow. I have the job of my dreams where I get to apply my strengths of problem-solving, creativity and connection. And I’m a fierce Dominatrix!

To have three lovers, to be effortless about it6Wildest dream: to have three lovers, to be effortless about it, to have play and sensuality and sexuality merge so seamlessly and deliciously that performance and shame are no longer considerations, to love my face at every age even though my face has changed and will keep changing. To never apologize, to never regret, to never bow to bondage, to know my center and to live there. Amen.

I dream of facing my fears and demons7I dream of facing my fears and demons. Of somehow growing into someone who can have healthy intimacy with other people. Who has amazing self-love and esteem and can finally accept love.

I dream of finally being the artist I’ve always dreamed of8I dream of giving all my material wealth up and finally being the artist I’ve always dreamed of ( I can’t seem to give myself the permission to follow through on that life. To have the rhythm of creation and to spend my time making substantial things. I’m wildly talented and letting it all die.

My book is published9In a store window, a book is prominently on display, I notice it from a distance and cross the street to see it, it’s my book, it’s finally published.

I want you to control me10I want to worship your legs and feet. I want you to control me, I want to be putty in the palm of your hand or at the bottom of your feet. I want you to torture my nipples and ass as I do anything you tell me to do. I want to fall into your gentle assertive dominance.

You would increasingly control my thoughts as you guide me to new forms of freedom and expression11I’m a sexual prisoner of yours, to be kept for you to practice upon with your most devastating teases and evolving tastes in perversions. The scene is your hilltop chateau, and it endures for weeks as we search for the limits of how much intimate teasing and loving chastity a man can endure. When we pulled out of sensual bouts, we would do philosophy and ideation together and otherwise live normally until we once again descended into a new realm of chains, bondage, aching need and sensual depravity. You, of course, would have no restrictions on your sex life. One goal would to see if you can get me to orgasm just from seeing you in a certain outfit, or talking philosophy with you. If that is not enough, you could share the overwhelming details of your sex life in between tantric kissing. During this stint, you would increasingly control my thoughts as you guided me to new forms of freedom and expression.

Be forced through punishment and torture to submit to ever deepening humiliations and degradations, each designed to strip away the layers of ego12To become Colette’s o. Be forced through punishment and torture to submit to ever deepening humiliations and degradations, each designed to strip away the layers of ego. Finally, i am forced to submit to Colette’s ultimate humiliation. The last remnants of ego are stripped away. Both of us will know then that i am Her property. If lucky enough to be deemed worthy, Colette will brand me and make me Her forever slave, Her o. Colette will take me to live in Her FemDom kingdom with all of her FemDom friends. i will serve Colette for the rest of my life.