Why Am I Here?
(caveat: this is a very drafty draft)
I believe that I am here to help bring back the power of the feminine.
I’m here to come together with as many badass femmes as I can find to help shift the imbalance in our patriarchal structure.
I’m going to use my 12 years of experience as a professional dominatrix to create a guide to finding your inner domme (which is essentially finding your power and your path).
I’m also here to create a guide to help men learn how to follow female leaders.
I’m here to help build a community that can support each other in our awakening.
I’m here to tell you why you’re here.
I’m here to live the story I want to tell.
I’m here to tell that story in this labyrinth of pages that you’re in right now.
I’m here to make something
And leave it behind
For our generation
And future generations.
I’m here to eradicate shame and fear.
I’m here to make art.
I’m here to make love.
I’m here to co-create and collaborate.
Because we are all creative creatures
And we were meant to create.
I’m here to have one orgasmic birth after another.
I’m pretty sure my first birth is Pervette.
I’m here to dispel misconceptions about the things that are unspoken and taboo.
I’m here to show what’s real and what’s illusory
I’m here to experience, learn from, and talk about suffering
And the end of suffering.
I’m here to tell you that there’s no easy way out
But I’m also here to help lead the way out.
I’m here to bring what’s in the shadow into the light.
I’m here to model what radical optimism looks like.
I’m here to show you the boxes that we put ourselves in.
I’m here to show you how to break out of them.
I’m here to learn
From others
From books
From tools
From my experiences
From my suffering
I’m here to grow
And evolve
And share with you my knowledge.
I’m here to put my voice out there
Because it’s been quiet for too long
I’m here to overcome my fears and insecurities
I’m here to thin my veil
As I thin yours.
I’m here to come out
By making you come in
And down the rabbit hole.
I’m here to love my mother and father
I’m here to honor my ancestors in Vietnam
I’m here to collect and share their stories
Of suffering
As victims of war
As boatpeople
As immigrants in a foreign country
I’m here to understand, accept and overcome my intergenerational trauma
I’m here to work on myself
And my relationships
As a partner
As a friend
As a daughter
As a sister
As a lover
As a guide
I’m here to show you patterns and connections
And how we are all connected
I’m here to show you how to love yourself
In order to love each other
I’m here to show you how to take care of yourself
So we can take care of each other
I’m here to keep on getting weirder
And show you that weird is good
I’m here to show you the games we play
And how to avoid the losing games
I’m here to live a life of no regrets
And show you how I do it
I’m here to dream big
And live my dreams
I’m here to hear
What wants to come out
I’m here to listen
I’m here to help
People who help people
I’m here to tell you that I’m not saying anything new
It’s all been said before
I’m just here to use what I have
To deliver the message
I’m here to use my tits and my wit
To get your attention
Because I’m here to make spirituality sexy
I’m here to point out binaries
And show you what’s
masculine/feminine
beautiful/ugly
normal/crazy
sacred/profane
right/wrong
good/bad
Are all social constructions
That needs to be dissolved.
I’m here to push buttons and boundaries
I’m here to show you our limitlessness
To love and grow
I’m here to let go
Let go
Let go
Of my expectations
My comforts
My past
I’m here to give in to the moment
I’m here to see the signs
And go where I’m needed
I’m here to follow the way of the Boddhisatva
I’m here to learn how to be radically honest
With myself and others
I’m here to get shameless
I’m here to tell you the truth
And how to find it within ourselves.
I’m here to open my heart
And make it feel everything
Including the pain.
I’m here to show you
How to be fearless
And keep on going
Because we have no time to lose.
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